Oh geez

I'm not even sure how to start this one...my spring break was amazing, my best friend stayed at my house for the week while helping me get through a very interesting time of my life. I think that had he not been there for me I would have driven as far as I possibly could and never come back.
I finally had to accept the fact that I am no longer getting married because I caught my douche ex fiancé cheating...just months before our wedding. What kind of idiot would do that? (this happened last month but I just pushed it out of my head). So this week I had to figure out how I'm supposed to get into contact with a freaking ton of my friends and family and his as well to tell them that we are no longer getting married. I couldn't tell them why when they asked, I had to hold back the urge I had to destroy his life and just tell them "we simply grew apart". Awesome right? This week I was supposed to figure out what to do about my freaking dress that I cannot return that I sent hundreds of dollars on and I was supposed to get an estimate of exactly how much money was wasted so I can get that idiot to give it back to me. Instead though, I decided to go out every night with my roommate, I think there was even a night I had to get my best friend to come pick us up. That was a really stupid idea now that I think about it but at least I finally had some fun. I'm usually not one to write things in public like this for everyone to see but I really needed to vent. Hopefully I get all of this out of the way really soon. Ugh.